"I did," she admits, lifting her chin, daring herself to cry. "But it wasn't to push you away or piss you off. I was just tired of hearing that buggered voice in my head doubting you. I had to put an end to that once and for all."
She takes one single, measured step backwards and draws a steadying breath.
"If you still want to leave, I won't stop you. But before you do, I hope you understand that I love you. I always have and always will. No one will ever mean as much to me as you do. You're more than a lover. You're the closest thing I have to a best friend, and I don't want to lose that simply because I was too fucking insecure not to trust myself. And you."
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Date: 1 Jun 2009 05:38 am (UTC)She takes one single, measured step backwards and draws a steadying breath.
"If you still want to leave, I won't stop you. But before you do, I hope you understand that I love you. I always have and always will. No one will ever mean as much to me as you do. You're more than a lover. You're the closest thing I have to a best friend, and I don't want to lose that simply because I was too fucking insecure not to trust myself. And you."